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Little anti-rainbow girl
Little anti-rainbow girl
Afraid to skip and twirl
Too angry to be happy
Too angry to be sad
Never Praying
Never Hoping
Just too furious to be glad
Furious at the world
For giving her this life
Little anti-rainbow girl
Whatcha doin with that knife?
Little anti-rainbow girl
I really want to help
I want to show you happiness
I want to show you wealth...
Broken
The feeling is un mentionable
undeniable, unbearable
Broken is the feeling that all people feel when they are awake, alive
They are together when dead, at peace
Broken is the feeling of everyone watching you while you sit there, naked
People are broken when they see nothing but hatred and fear towards others, they are blind
Broken is the sound of lost logic, lost instinct, lost freedom
Undeniable is when being broken is the only way to live, to survive
Being broken is the sound of a worthless sacrifice, a lost soul
Never be broken...
Never
Isn't?
Isn't the heart suppose to be red?
but why some black?...
Isn't faces suppose to show happiness?
then why some be sad
When i go to sleep shouldn't i be at peace?
if so why am i in fear?...
Isn't our lives so perfect?
but why do we have these problems
Isn't the world such a beautiful place?
then why do some people die from sadness?...
Why can't i figure this out?
there all a bunch of hard questions
maybe 1 day when i grow up i can see why all this happens...
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Destroying My Body
I sit here in the corner
afraid to face the day
hiding my face from people
so i dont scare them away
every sense i took that very first puff
i could never ever get enough
now its like i sold my soul to the devil
i can't get away
now i stand there by myself
while my body rotts away
can't escape this hell cant get into heaven
i ruined my life for this
there is no point for livin'.
I Lie Here
I lie here with no feeling
with no breath,
stairing at the ceiling
void, shoken, with bearly no feeling
cuts from razors and knifes and such, make me bleed
make me feel like its my time
my.. time
its my time
im crying left alone without
no feelings
dead from my life i lie here
by myself forever...
Alive...?
Are we all really and truly alive ? When was the last time you felt alive?? and i dont just mean the last time you felt your own pulse....Do we really only die once??
This may go against all religions, but what if we are born and die many times in our life...then when we leave this world (or die in many ppls eyes) we are reborn somewhere and continue to live and die there as well... Maybe your only truly alive when you are happy...so when you become unhappy you die inside...
If this were true...many of us have never really been alive in the first place. Just think about it .. are you truly happy? and if not, do you honestly feel alive??
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Mr. Invisible
Mr. Invisible sits at the corner bar
hiding in unhappiness
never knowing your so far
you give him a special glance
but he shifts awkwardly away
afraid to take a chance
you see him walk away
looking satisfied with his day
you would have never 'fore seen
such a man with a dream
the dream to be forever lonely
the dream to be never seen
Stupid Idiot
Stupid me
To touch that knife
U'd never thought i'd do it
Piercing the knife into my chest
I knew i would regret it
Dieing, crying, pleading for help
I ran, scared and confused
Death was near, the feeling was bare
I ran knowing i can't do anything about it
Oh why did i do it, please help me god
Tonight i will die thinking why i chose to die
Ever Die?
Have you ever died inside
died and just lied there and cried cried inside while your whole life just died
left your insides to fry
while you lie der dieing inside
not knowing what will happen... you lie there
losing parts of your inside dieing being left behind
to angry from being sad
sad from being angry
have you ever died?
left your soul...
loosing grip...
lost your mind?
Black
Black is the colour of evil... the colour of shame
the colour of which i know is sad, the colour that makes people insane.
This evil colour hides in the shadow lerkin waiting for you
hiding behind me following me where i go
be careful or it will get you
don't lead yourself to the darkness it will take advantage of you
never knowing that you've had enough untill its to late then he grabs you
you had your happiness and had your fun
what ever happened to the never ending party? i guess its just lost all the fun
now you feel all dirty
nervous, disguested
you try some more
you cannot get away from the black he got you now
forever more...
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